SIS

说真的我真的很想要有姐姐..可以看到姐姐疼妹妹，妹妹疼姐姐的人很好..可能有些人不赞同我的想法.但..我真的好像有姐姐保护我.在我需要的时候帮助我..知道我在想什么..可以给我意见当我有困难时可以帮我..每天晚上或每天我们都会把今天又去的是说给对方知道..

我真的很希望..这是我在2012/12/31 许下的愿望..希望明年会实现..


可能我需要姐姐是因为我累了..要换人来保护我,照顾我..

25/12 Christmas

today is Christmas..1st time dint go church..i go work..i'm sorry to Jesus..hope that GOD will forgive me.. i sad today..


 although morning me happy go work.but haiz..by the way thank GOD ya..i need say sorry to many people in today..i know you all care me..but i no mood or listen song please dont talk with me..i will not listen or reply you..because song is my dearest friend..song can help me cool down my mood...turn become happy..i very sorry to you..i know you care about me..sorry..all my fault..


 WHY NO MOOD???all is TAT people..hate ...why that people want yuan wang me???i see got people i will back okay!!!!why????or tat people stand far far n see no people so say no people???why ???my mood very good want..why ???just told me..beh syok me cn tell me eh!!!i dint care about it..fine..

THANK GOD..i still have song let me cool down..i hate people yuan wang me..if real my wrong fine la..but the problem is me dint wrong.. so...i just angry..if my wrong i will okay..but not my wrong..what tat people???i dunno you pun...why want yuan wang me!!!beh syok me can say out eh..no need like tat...

 i just want people understand me..by the way thank GOD..have la..although she saw me like change ki whn i back got ask me what happen..haha..so funny..i still suan her..so sui..haha 

Degree of tolerance

haiz..what happen with me??i'm tired..just feel tired  and tired..want cry..how???GOD..i know that although GOD close all the door..GOD also will come one window for us..

I'm sorry for today..I know that i wrong..very sorry..my fault..i will control myself..i dunno why suddenly like this..me not this type people..sorry to you all..

Work....

Just work 3rd day in Qb..tired ya..by the way i still can siao siao with my work's friend ..although just three days..but them very nice ya..i always talk with 4 person..so good ya..thank GOD..give me mouth to talk.. =) i hope that i can siao siao with them friend with thm..so good.. =)

2.00am now..

now 2am already..but me still dint sleep yet.. Why??i dunno too.i just know i cannot sleep..maybe this few days have many thing happen in my life.This thing too important for me..because you important in my life..you my best friend..why you will become like this???i dunno..i want help you..but the problem is dunno need how to help you..so difficult..please teach me!!!i hate this type of friend..when i text you why you dun want reply me?are you feel stress in exam???i dunno..i just want to help you..why you dun want let me help???or you love one person's life??Go ahead..i will not stop you..but please reply me..don't let me worry about you can/??kam sa ha mi da!!!i hope that you will change back like before..by the way..try your best in your SPM...GAMBATEH

过分

为什么你们知道没有补习而没有通知那些不知道的人..非常过分...难道这些东西自己知道就好吗???他们也是有补习的..如果他们明天就这样去补习..而不知道是没有补习的..你觉得他们会怎样想???他们会很生气为什么没人通知他们...换个角度来想如果我知道没有补习而没告诉你们这些人你们会怎样???一定说你们不会告诉我们啊???一定吵来吵去...

结论:请为他人着想!!!!

想太多

    说真的是我想带多???我真的很不明白呀...为什么你爽爽就对我好,爽爽又对我不理不睬??我可以知道到底是什么原因吗??我对这样的生活很厌倦..不是说我是你的谁??虽然是朋友..但至少你可以回答我的问题不要让我像白痴一样自问!!!我很讨厌!!!!我不喜欢人家无视我!!!我最讨厌就是这一点!!!我真的不知道应该怎样告诉你!!!我最近的脾气不是很好..我很怕我会爆出来!!!好不能忍啊!!!

     是我想太多吗???太不可思议了...你的言行举止告诉了我..(对不起你还不是这个世界的人）???我真的好想告诉我自己这不是事实!!累..真的...就把它熬过去吧!!!我相信我们之间能够有着友谊永恒来共处!!毕竟我们是今年才那么要好!!!一定会有困难的!!!GAMBATEH...

graduation day

毕业典礼到了..我就这样毕业了!其实就在这一天让我知道了好多好多好多的事!!明明我都没有想太多!这是事实吧..

很高兴我们5M1能够一起聚集在一块儿..虽然在这天有很多奇妙的事情发生但都很愉快呀!!我们大家都有说有笑的玩，唱歌..很多很多..说也说不完..

十七年的人生要结束了!!很感谢大家在我需要帮忙是帮助我!!May GOD Bless You All..Good luck in SPM

Time to say bye

其实说真的，我真的很不舍得我的朋友们..毕业典礼到了...我们一起玩闹一起拍照一起出去一起被骂一起和老师开玩笑一起...好多好多..我真的不想这样就毕业了...我希望有美好的回忆..那就没有遗憾了..我希望这美好深刻的印象能够留在我的记忆里..永远的存在我记忆里...朋友们我会想你们的!!!

Geraldine颜慧萍&赵洁莹《BFF》

毕业

  不知道毕业当天我会不会哭...那天的到来也非常的快...在这时让我想起BFF这首歌..歌词里让我想到了很多很多你我·之间的回忆...我好怕这些回忆会在我脑海里消失...我真的不想这样就把这些回忆删除去..我好怕有一天我会失忆..把所有关于你们一切一切都忘了..那一天请你不要到来...

  毕业??就这样在中学的生涯就这样结束了..

回忆

我都想不到原来你是那么想念我...对不起啦..今年我考试没办法出席..刚才你的表演竟然让我要哭了...你竟然在这表演里带给我友谊的故事...By the way thank you very much ya.. =)

   我不会忘记你们在去年29/10/2011 和我同组玩得很高兴,放心我会找你谈天...虽然我毕业了但你们还是能找我谈天呀!!

   

念旧

其实我很念旧..我时常会回想我们曾经一起开心的日子...不只你还有很多很多人...当我会回想你我之间的回忆那就证明你在我心中是有得排的....就算是在微小还是有的排呀...

 但是可能过了一阵子你会没得排...只要是你对我好自然而然的我就会对你好...如你做初一那我会考虑做十五还是放过你..


  不久不久我会想起以前在柔佛的那些朋友...有六年了但你们的名字还是会在我记忆里出现..诗悦，彤霖..有时候我想如果我回去你们还会记得我吗???我也忘不了五年级和我同班的康正，新杰...我们一起说河马的日子...还有一些嘉欣还有很多很多...可能在你们的心里已忘了我!!并不是每一样旧东西就要丢弃，有些东西越旧越有感情。就想回忆不是说能丢就丢...我真的很想念和你们生活的日子...

Computer back already~

My computer have problem from 18/8-03/10.Wow long time ya..my blog also dint updates too...

    Hmm...In AUG holidays go KL with my school friend..We all enjoy our trip ya..although we 8 have argue with someone but we 8 people in KL like family..buy this buy that..go hotel's room play games,watching TV and many many..i miss it so much..We also ignored someone because that people so....Dun say this anymore..

   SEP is trial exam i know this time i have study abit la..result also not very well..I will improve in SPM..i will study hard..In Sep many thing happen in my life..me also can solve it..So happy in Sep ya..In this month me also become LAOYI's family ya..haha...so funny in this family too ya..this family love gossip.. =P

  OKT SPM is coming now..I will try my best to study..although i will online but i will do my homework and pass year to improve myself... 

17082012

Today go SEGi college with my classmate..i'm so happy..cuz 1st time go out with Phei Wen,Ming Siew,Yi Ting,Weng Lok, Zhi Sheng...so funny when sit inside the car...haha..i know two crazy's Lao Yi...haha...them two just siao siao and laugh and laugh laugh laugh...dunno why too...

by the way thank you ya...thank you for give me suggestion.. sometime when i moody thank GOD too..because have you to help me...=)

9.8.2012

when the economy period,teacher give us a talk about SPM...although that two video i watch before..but i still remember how them success..i know that teacher want us to take good result..i will try my best to get it...

after school,go eat KFC with my friends...then i do one xia sui thing....Zzzz...forgot take out my motor's key..OHNO!!!!!

night,celebrated my brother's birthday....


=)

14/7/12

Today is a nice day..just go out with my crazy and lover friend..

 we all go cut our hair first..after cut hair waiting jessica and qiu xuan we talk with teacher's friend..haha..so funny...

After that we went straits quay-charlie brown drink chocolate..then,we went LK eat dinner...

I love today so much..i hope that still have another times can go out together...Yeah =)

070712

ohya..today is 070712..i still remember 070710 me went batu ferringi with my primary friend,070711 went ate steamboat with my 4M1 classmate..070712 today me and my dearest friend went Dennis's house doing suhsi and play PS2,wii...

we all so enjoy..i hope next year 070713 have a nice day....i will remember 0707 this day..give me many memory..i hope that i can enjoy in 0707 this day every year!!!

thank my friend today..=)  
 

2 month

不知不觉你已经离开了我有两个月了....每当我有留校我一定会到食堂和以往一样...我也不知为什么我会像平常一样找你..有时候我会看到一个背影很像你..我竟有冲动想要去叫你..但..我忘了你已不在了..我还是会不习惯没有你的存在...

虽然你我相处的日子不多..我们认识大概有一年吧!!!虽然你我也没拍过照片..但我们有着美好的回忆..我会记得我陪你站岗...我们聊了很多...说真的一年不是很多..但我很开心可以认识你...谢谢你在我的生命中出现...

汶林，有永远会在我的心中... =')

12/6

when this day after school i had stayed back because of meeting..before meeting me and my friends go canteen ate lunch..suddenly i saw 1 person like you..i forgot you dint at here already..me by finger's breadth wanted shouted your name!!!i think i miss you too much already..because when i have stayed back sure found you and your friend!!izzit my habit to find you??haiz!!!why???GOD tell me!!

7/6/12

wow!!!back from Johor..for PESTA!!
we 2/6 went Johor..so enjoy in this camp too..
especially my room...this year my room's have 4 company join together..have 16thpng, 18th png,20th png and 21st png..this is room i recognize many people..so enjoy in this class...still remember our class have one people have problem...Do many people cannot slept in that day..but after that nothing already..so funny too..have laugh,have sad,have joke...have many many..
5/6 

We went back to Skudai...me almost want forgot there already..maybe many year dint back there..MISS MY JOHOR'S FRIEND SO MUCH....

I so enjoy in this time PESTA..Thank GOD....=)

I still remember i knew many leng lui ya!!!hehe..=)))

May of my life

this month many many thing happen in my life!!have sad thing,happiest thing,and other...

i'm tired to talk with you..i think you have thing just find me,if nothing dint find me..i dunno what you thinking now???ah...everytime i'm say nevermind nevermind!!!but my heart not think last this!!why???i dunno!!!if you want like this is okay!!!nxt time i wont talk with you!!!!i hate this!!!i just know want 珍惜眼前人!!but you........now in my life many many many of my friend one and one leave from our life..some go study...some RIP..

but i will try to forgot all sad thing!!i will be strong back!!! =)

Think about you

I don't know why today I will think back before we happy time,you cubit my face time,we talk in canteen there,you duty my class there..I don't know why i will think back many many about you!!maybe miss you so much..although that we two not also talk..but i will remember you like Blue,Purple,Pink colors..i will not forgot your smile=D when you saw me you will came cubit my face and say hello with me..this all about your thing I won't forgot about it!!!I hope that I can remember all of your thing in my life!! MISS YOU SO MUCH..

Wenlin R.I.P

虽然你我之间的友谊不是很长，但我们之间的对话让我有着很印象深刻!!我还记得你我第一次谈天是在学校后门和嘉秀一起!!

你也时常在我的班外当值..当你看到我会有一种兴奋的心情=）我看到你就会让我想到你要捏我的脸..我很怀念那时候的时光..

我也记得你和嘉秀在回家的路上一定会回头在我巴士外和我说再见=）

在今年你我之间的对话也渐渐的少了，我还记得我们最后一次说话是在食堂！

希望你好好度过你这美好的旅程!安息吧！May GOD Bless You <3

29/4

today we go Gurney for our special event.so enjoy..first we all go eat Kenny Rogers Roasters.that fish dunno how to calculate money..so cute..we all at there around 1hour..she calculate about 10 more minutes..after that we went bought ice-cream green tea >

Is me think too much??

当一个人不想要做他不想做的东西他会做一些特别的动作或一些不同的话让你知道她不想做!!如果你告诉他东西，而他很用心听你会感觉得到..如果他不想听他又会用不同的态度对待你!!!izzit true??or is me think too much??

希望&失望

请不要给我一线希望，然后再给我失望!!我真的很讨厌这种感觉!!!我不希望她人给了我希望却又带走了我的希望变成失望...

有时候,我需要音乐来阻止自己胡思乱想..音乐就像我的朋友能够给我舒服,很享受!!
原来伪装的微笑是这样难的!!明明就不开心，又要做到很像没事这样！烦恼为何你又来寻找我呢??我不想你的到来!!烦恼...我不要和你做朋友!!!我能在谁的面前做回我自己呢???好难找啊!!
朋友啊!!你在哪里???

最近的我

有的时候不是我不要把事情说出来而是不想成为他人的负担！ 虽然我喜欢他人告诉我，我会帮他人解决...但我就是不想成为你们的负担! 有的时候就算我有说你们也帮不了我... 你们只会说不用管他!!! 所以有时候我不想说也是这原因!! 为什么就不会站在我立场为我想呢？ 我也有我软弱的一面！ 你们又知道吗？

28/3/12

原来你我之间的距离是那么的远..我还以为你我之间可以做朋友，哪知??我知道人生离不开友谊，但只要得到真正的友谊是不容易的，友谊总需要忠诚去播种，用热情去灌溉，用原则去培养，用谅解去护理..难道这些我都没做到吗??

当我需要朋友的时候，你们在哪里??当你们需要我的时候我又在哪里呢？

我真的希望这是我乱想的!!我不希望我们之间的距离远到我连你的影子也看不到!!

我希望我的思想是多余的!!=)

17/3/2012

我到底在想什么？为何我会说“有的时候不是我们不要把事情说出来而是不想成为他人的负担"这句话呢？难道这就是我不想告诉他人的原因!但对她们来说这不是负担而是聆听!是我不愿意打开我的心吗?我会尝试去相信他人但不是我不想相信而是我对他人没有信心!虽然你我相处的时间蛮久，但原来信任一个人不是一个简单的事!之前我尝试信任他人就因为某人所以照成我对信任有阴影!对不起大家!我会尝试去信任我应该信任的朋友!相信我有一天我不是以前的我了!=)

坚强

我微笑不是假装 我追是因为渴望
我奋不顾身奔向 那一道阳光
我跌倒是种成长 我哭是一种释放
我存在不是假象 我不管 我倔强
为爱付出疯狂 为梦受一点伤
为保护我的信仰 变得更坚强

10/3

today morning i listen one call that people sing a song for me...i'm so touch because this is my first time people sing happy birthday to me..i will not forgot it..

and this is my first time have celebrate with friend my birthday..before it is at home din go out..just stay at home.this is my 1st time..so i won't forgot today..

I Love You All..
Thank My Friend..And You All present..=)
Thank you very much..

26/2/12

很多时候我们以为很多东西原本你以为已经握在手里，但是如果你没有打开手心来看，你也不会知道原来那东西早就没了..

信任就像一张纸，皱了，即使抚平，也恢复不了原样了…

11/2/12

真久没写了..也不知要从哪说起..在短短一个月里，在我生命里发生了好多好多的事情啊!!朋友之间应该要互相信任对方这样才不会破坏之间的友谊!朋友多不用紧，但知心的一个就够了..可能我能做你们的聆听者，但谁来做我的聆听者呢??信任对我而言非常重要..一旦双方没有信任那么再也没有人会信任你了！

神喜欢把我们放在试探，患难中，要我们学习凭着信心抓住他的话往前走..不是等神为我们开路，挪走一切的拦阻与困难的挫折，我们要凭信心向前冲，好像一无拦阻一样，路自然会为我们而开

TIred Tired Tired

最近的我即将成为以前的我...我真的很累..为什么在我生命中要有友情?为什么友情是这样痛苦..对于其他人来说是好..但对于我是很累..我真的不想这样下去..我好怕有一天我会精神崩溃..我应该怎样做??真的没有方向感!!不是我要这样想..我真的不想这样!!累...路上人走出来的..每一样是也是有解决的方法...只是看你又怎样去面对!人身中有很多预想不到的事情..只要我们抱着积极的心态去面对前面的道路，我相信没有事情是在上帝里解决不到的，我靠着那加给我力量的，凡事都能做.