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What I can say???Just Nevermind this word!!still can how???not i want say like that !!!not one sorry can say anything!!Fine!!!What also cannot do!!!I tell myself cool down!!just want cry out already!!!i tahan and tahan!!!KEnapa tak boleh tahan????Saya tak tahu juga!!really feeling depressed !!!!!How can I have this mood???Cool Down!!!!I will Jiayou!!! =)